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Everything has ended!!
But it's the same as many r/s. Someone must hate the other. I chose to be the one being hated.
It's hard to make this choice.. But.. I still have to. For the sake of both of us.
Life was hard for me when we just started. Felt like being a third party and loving someone alone is so so difficult. For half a yr, I kept mum abt it. I knew I love you. I have to give in. Yes. I finally touched your heart. You finally loved me. But how long did it last? Wherever we go, whatever we do, some of ur past still haunts u. I kept quiet. I was praying hard everyday that all these things will be gone very soon... But nope. It will NEVER go!! I will still be compared to him. Even though u say no but i can still feel it. But where can I express all these feelings?? To u?? To my friends?? None!!! NOBODY!!! When you are unhappy, you can just rant and throw temper at me. Easily... But can I do the same?
In every r/s, we give and tk. But I give in most of the time. I did said before that I wont giving in as it will avoid arguments. But you seem to take everything for granted. I cant say much oso. You have high pride. I myself as a guy can put down my pride and tk the initiative to solve the problems between us. Even when I m not at fault. But you? NOPE!! Not once. You still wanna show your attitude. Show others how u treat me. Not the first time you tried to embarrass me in front of ur frenz. What's the point of trying to solve the problems when you didnt want to in the first place? It's too late.. I tried to solve it. You didnt want to. I gave you more than a week! But u didnt bother. ITS ALL TOO LATE!!
Seriously I have never done anything wrong to u and never will. I can say that. Just treat it that we can nv be happy together. We are not fated. You are better off without me. I m possessive. Go ahead with your new life. Enjoy with your frenz n him.
Every r/s, there must be a bad guy. Let me be the one. The secret will never be revealed. Tk care of yourself my love. You will always be remembered....
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