WorDs tO HeR.. ♥
Out of the blue, I felt tt i haf to thank GOD. Although i always feel tt GOD is very unfair, an important person in my life changed my thinking. GOD will give u something n tk away something. Nth is perfect in this world. This person has always been holding the most important place in my heart. No matter wat, she will always come first. Even if i haf gf, she will still come first. Tts y my previous GFs were so jealous of her n we would always quarrel becoz of her.
I somehow felt tt GOD has arranged everything. I did badly for my PSLE when i can do much much better. Due to my results, I was forced to transfer out frm the sch i was posted to. N i was transferred to BN. Many ppl asked me,"What's the diff between both schs?" I did not noe how to ans them. After 2 weeks of my sec sch life n making frenz frm my class, I haf to change class. I was cursing n swearing at tt moment. 1C was the most notorious n noisiest class throughout the whole Sec 1 Express. Many teachers dun like us n we got the sucky teachers to teach us. I regretted transferring out at first. But come to tink of it now, i dun regret it at all. If i m not being changed to this class, I would not haf known n fallen for her n was being rejected by her. Rejections r the saddest thing a person faces. But to me, it's not. I've gained someone more important. We eventually become brother n sister. Frm then on, we are very close. We both made the right choice. She made the right choice by accepting me as her kor n me having this stupid ger as my mei. Without her, I would not know where to go in sec sch. We shared our joys n sorrows together. She will nv fail to be by my side when I need her. We share the same character which is y she said tt if we were a couple we will not quarrel often coz she tink alike. *ting ting* Mei.. remember??
Of course we did quarreled. We will tend to gif in to each other depending who's at fault. Still rmember how bad i was to her during sec 2. Whenever i quarrel wif my gf, I will always throw my temper on her. So ke lian. We will then pull our tables apart for juz around 15 mins. Noe y?? Coz i will always sms her apologising to her though she is juz nxt to me. N i will tend to be lame to her. Once she laugh, everything will be alright. We will nv be angry wif each other for more than an hour. We were separated in Sec 3, but tt did not affect our relationship. We r still as close as before. We still share our joys n sorrows online though we dun see each other often now. She will still come to me when she has problems n vice versa. Advices will be given to each other. But tink i m the one who gave more advices. COz this notti ger always haf so much troubles. Till now she is still giving me problems to solve. Headache..!! I onli haf one word for this ger. . "STUPID".
Who is this person then? She is no other than the PIGGY Chelle. Admit it too ger..!! Mei, I really wanna thank u alot for entering into my life. U haf made my life so wonderful n so "chong shi".
3:20:00 AM
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Playlist: Dun Cry-Mini & Gu Er
Parents always warn their children not to get into relationships too early. But how many of them really tk their words to heart?? No many i muz say. Out of 10 how many always get hurt? 90 percent of them get hurt. Did they ever cr?? NO..!! They will always debate tt if they dun try it out they will nto know how the feeling is like. Even when they get hurt, they will oso feel tt they did not lose out on anything as they were once happy together. Parents can do nth.
Frenz around me haf been getting hurt in relationship these days. Few mths back, it was my cousin's gf who got hurt by my cousin. For the past mth, it was my dearest mei who was hurt. Glad tt she had got over it somehow. But she is strong enuff to get over it soon. N now it's Wei mei. Though she looks strong to everyone of us in sch. But when we see her today, i realised how weak she can be when comes to emotion. She can break down into tears easily.
I knew tt some guys r juz "idiot" when comes to a relationship. But i didnt know tt such guys still exist. Thot tt guys nowadays will be more sensitive n cr more for a ger. But i was wrong. Haiz.. Relationships always start off with the honeymoon period. After the period, they may get bored wif each other n may not be as loving as before. But if u make an effort to show ur love to each other, everything will like before. Share all ur problems with each other. Whatever u r unhappy wif each other, talk things out face to face. Do not wait till things get worse then talk, it will be too late. It will eventually end up both of u going separate ways. Try to give in to each other if possible. But the other party muz nv take it for granted. Muz learn to gif n tk.
Hope those who got hurt will get over it soon. Wish those happy n loving couples stay happy n loving forever..!!
7:00:00 PM
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Playlist: Lian Ai Da Ren
Yeah..!! 4 papers down... last one to go tml..!! Haiz.. out of 4 i tink i m going to fail 2. Yesterday POM should haf done well. But i applied the wrong principles n didnt realise it till the last 10 mins when i was checking thru. But no more time for me to change the ans. So out of 40 marks.. 30 gone le.. u tink i can pass?? Even GOD cant save me now. Sian...
Today MBS was gone case too. My mind totally went blank when i stepped into the exam room. The things i studied were all given back. Tried my best to recall but failed. In the end i gave up. Before the test, jacelyn n i were toking abt who will come out first. I was the one who came out first. Thot i was the onli one going to fail it but there are so many companions. The rest oso say going to fail liao. Really hate MBS...!!! Studied in the study room wif grace, ming wei, jacelyn n kiang till the nxt paper. Biz stats was alright. Most satisfied wif it. Had a sense of achievement when i walked out of the room. The feeling is SO SHIOK..!!! I did not make a wrong choice choosing Dip in LOM.
Went library wif the intention to study accountin but we wereso lazy n tired after the papers. Grace n jacelyn were tinking of where to go tml after the last paper. Really haf to let go of ourselves. Tml onwards holidays liao.. for one week. SHIOK..!!! Can rest liao.... in the end we left sch at around 4 n came hm.. so sian.. In the bus n at bus stop found tt secondary sch students r getting frm bad to worse... esp the gers... Haiz.. dun wish to elaborate.. Should the sch do something to it?? Not should or not.. IT'S A MUST CAN..!!
EnDinG: LifE wiF u bY mY siDe iS so WonderFuL.. I LOVE U.. No maTTeR wHo I m wiF.. ALL i NeeD iS U..!! Muackz..!!
6:07:00 PM
BuffeT diNneR... ♥
sucks.. have not really started on my revision though i said tt i wanna start revising yesterday. but i didnt make it. have lots more to study. pray hard can make it. wanna wake up at 10 today to study but instead woke up at 12++ but didnt study. watch tv till 4. bathe le went out wif parents.
went Charlton hotel for dinner. Dad's fren's sis getting married. First time i had a buffet wedding dinner. Thought the food will be nice but it simply sucks lor. Damn oily n not nice. The service there sucks too. Not juz one couple getting married but two together. they had their ceremony near the swimming pool. the atmosphere was not rite lor. the whole ceremony n dinner is so so quiet lor. Not like the other wedding dinners i had attended in the past. this is juz like a casual dinner rather than a wedding dinner. no wedding or any happy mood at all. Juz one word.."SUCKS"..!!
told her everything le.. was being forced to. hope our friendship will still be the same. hope tt she will not treat me differently. didnt wan to tell her at all but juz slipped my mind while chatting wif her last nite. then she keep asking me to tell her so bo bian tell her. haiz... dunno wta to do now.. now i m oso wondering whether wat i m doing is rite or wrong. zi hao rang lao tian ye lai jue ding le.... xie xie lao tian ye...
11:22:00 PM
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Playing: Chi Xin Jue Dui- Li Sheng Jie
finally back to blog after one week. didnt realise it until grace ask me y didnt i update my blog. So fast.. another week has passed. Nxt week will be having my Mid sem test liao followed by a one week break. It's nice to say it's a break, but actually it should be called project week for us. No break at all can.
This week is juz revision n revision. Got the streaming results le. Got into the dip which i wanted. So haf to work harder to achieve better grades this sem. getting better grades is my objectives for this semester. Luckily i haf a bunch of frenz who r hard working enuff to motivate me to study.
Going to Hong Kong this coming CNY again. Can buy lots of stuff over there liao. Actually my parents wanna change the trip to Bangkok coz they heard tt there may be a disaster in HK during CNY eve. But the stupid agency say if wanna change the $800 deposit will be forefeited. So we sticks back to HK lor. Hope can go n come back safely. Pray hard. Actually i told Ming Wei tt if go bangkok then can go there buy some stuff back to sell in school. Now haf to see if HK got any cheap stuff anot. If not haf to wait for Poh Ying to go get them during the sem break. I wanna kill someone when i say i not going to HK but Bangkok,she say "dun fuck lah! both places e 2nd syallbus oso gt a letter "K" de ma" she is damn lame... U noe who u r la hor???!!! Dun haf to say out rite mei??!! haha... purposely...
had macroecons today. My tutor sucks...!!! Dunno how to write out the ans or shit things out for us. Onli say out the ans which is not clear at all. Then didnt even bother to photocopy the last sem's test ans for us. We need to photocopy ourselves. Then coz of this, Ming Wei almost quarreled wif Azad. Stupid.. quarrel over photocopying something. After lunch, went to find last sem econs tutor n ask her for help. She is so so good can. She explained to us clearly n slowly. Then tell us the articles is for wat topics so we can do the project. Not like tt Kenneth Foong.
Going to revise till siao starting tonite liao. Cant even go for the finals of the Tiger Cup on Sunday liao. So disappointed. Missed the semi finals coz of projects. Now haf to miss the finals coz of tests!! Brothers.. enjoy urselves there..!!
Will sHe bE tHe oNe?? DoeS "BaO eN" CoNsiDereD LOVE?? haiz...
1:56:00 PM
"Hurt" ♥
I hate my POM tutor. She kept asking me questions. Just today’s tutorial she has asked me 5 qns in the 2 hrs tutorial. Every week she will sure have qns for me. Sorry Ming Wei for trying to ans for me but was shot back by her. Anyway thanks a lot!! MBS was horrible. Jacelyn passed me her thumb drive. My stupid com don’t know y today so stubborn dun want to read her thumb drive. The tutorial ans n the access thingy is all inside. In the end, Poh Ying has to help me copy into my thumb drive using her com. But the access thingy still can’t be copied. Haiz... Anyway, thanks Poh Ying too. Da Jie wan sui..!!
Acc Ming Wei n Vanessa to register for their Diplomas before proceeding to the coffee shop next to the bubble tea shop for our lunch. All of us chose Dip in Logistics and Operations Management. Hope we can get in. Jacelyn went to find us after her lecture and we went Prime Mart to shop for some stuff for the tsunami victims.
TP has a project named, “Project Zip!” aims to appeal to TP students to donate Ziploc bags containing several items of basic necessities eg water, cereal, biscuits and medical items. These Ziploc bags will be sent to designated collection centres where the items will be directed to Aceh Indonesia via the Fellowship Muslim Students Association (FMSA).
The following are the items needed:
Basic
500ml Mineral Water x 2 bottles
Biscuits x 3 mini-pack
Instant Cereal x 3 mini-pack
Sanitary Pads x 2 packs
Plaster x 1 box
Additional
Raisins/Dates x 1 pack
Face Towel x 2 pieces
Candles and Matches x 1 set
Detto Bar/Soap x 1
Axe Oil/Similar Medication x 1 bottle
We bought almost every thing except the face towel, rasins and candles and matches. The gers had hard time choosing the sanitary pads. They did not noe wat brand to buy. I was curious y they bought two packs as I saw there’s onli two pieces in the Zip Loc bag outside the library. Ming Wei said cant be two pcs ma. Two days finished liao. Then I abit disgusting la. I told her tt they will reuse them. Yucks rite? Hehe… When we returned to school n I realized they open the two packs n haf two pcs in each Zip Loc. Acc Jacelyn till she goes for her tutorial. Every thurs like tt one. Haf to acc her. Met Jason at bus stop while waiting for bus wif Ming Wei. Then he acc me to popular.
At nite, met Huai n gang for soccer. Fuckers made me wait for around an hour. Huai n mark arrived earlier than the rest but were late too. Nxt time I shall not go so early. Meet 7.15 I purposely leave the hse at 7.15 n yet I m still the earliest. WTH..!! Did not really haf a nice game today. Roy was finding troubles wif the malay guys. Almost got into a fight. Lucky Huai went to drag him away n the other party was being dragged away by his team mates too. Haiz… Then I really fed up wif a fucker…!! This is the last time I m going to play with them…!! No more
games. I realized y fan dun wanna join us every time. In short, fucking fed up n pissed off with today’s game lor. Defence was good but the finishing sucks to the core. Pls la… U r a defender, dun stay front so much can… come back n help. Noe how to say ppl but u urself doing the same thing. Fuck off la. Open for u to tap in but u missed it 3 times. Not once but THRICE can..!! Fuck off. I do not wan to see ur fucked up face. Hope this Sunday can play at safra there. Did not play field soccer for 3 weeks liao. Sian man…!!
EnDinG: SonG of tHe DaY: “Hurt”- Zhong Dong Liang
11:59:00 PM
"TiLL tHe EnD" ♥
Raining so heavily this morning. Didnt wan to go to sch. But went for it in the end though. Luckily, dad sent me there if not i would be late once again. The bus stop was so crowded when i went past. Not onli one bus stop, but all the bus stops till Clear Water's stop. Can u imagine wat's the interval of one bus coming??
Went Mac wif Max n Ming Wei. while enjoying, Max told Ming Wei tt her actions during Biz Stats yesterday hurt him. Then i was shocked n scared. I thot they will start quarreling. I juz kept quiet there. Dun dare to interrupt. Praying hard tt they dun start a war. Ming Wei was so guai today tt she didnt tok back at Max. Woo..!! I n Wei slowly explained to Max tt we were trying to help him pass n not wanting to sabo him n bastard him in front of the teachers. In the end, Max understood us n everything was settled.
had another project discussion again today. Took a nap in the library while the rest were discussing. Damn tired coz morning woke up to watch the match which ended up in a disappointing 0-0 draw. haiz... Sick n tired of the POM project liao. So many things to add in it. SIAN AR..!!!!!
9:50:00 PM
New Year New Resolutions..!! ♥
Year 2004 has finally ended...!! The year filled wif heart breaks, tears, separation, death of fren has finally ENDED..!! Starting the new year with new resolutions. Hoping they will be fulfilled n that tsunami will end now..!! It's very sad to see so many ppl dying in juz a few days. N places of attractions haf to be rebuilt once again after all the hard work being put in builing them in the first place. Every time it starts raining these few days, i can feel the chill going up my spine when i tink of the tsunami victims. Hope tt there will not be anymore natural disaster for this new yr.
Anway.. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY..!!! HOPE ALL UR DREAMS COME TRUE N ALL THE BEST IN WHATEVER U ENCOUNTER...!!
Tried hard pulling myself out of bed yesterday. The weather is juz too nice for slping. Wanna miss it but i cant coz i m going to miss econs tutorial during the Chinese New Year's week already. So cannot miss this lesson. sian.. Brothers.. Wait for me to come back before goign zheng lin's hse or fan's hse. Going to haf great fun this new yr.
After school went TM for movie wif Ming Wei, Charmaine n Max. Meet the Fockers is nice. Much much nicer then Ocean Twelve. It's funny n abit R(a). Overall nice show lor. Before the show, went arcade n played daytona wif Ming Wei. She is so damn cute. Leading towards the finishing line, she suddenly stopped n i over took her n she lost. N i got beaten by her. Played again. Reaching the end, she kept bugging me behind n so i let her car passed n u noe the results la. Haiz.. SO good to be a ger lor..!!
At nite, met up wif my brothers. They crazy one. Weather so cold still went swimming. I didnt wan to catch a cold as i m already not feeling very well liao. Went for dinner at a pathetic coffee shop. But the food there quite nice n filling. Mr Wan called n said he has 2 free Sentosa Countdown Party tix, asking me if i wan anot. But they r lazy so dun wan lor. Wanted to go Downtown East as there's oso a Countdown Party there. Due to our laziness, we ended up under my blk counting down wif the neighbourhood ppl who r screaming "HAPPY NEW YEAR" at the top of their voice at their windows. Had a missed call frm Hui Ying. They were counting down outside. Then called them back, there they r.. screaming happy new yr too..!! Thanks GERS..!! 4A ROCKS..!!
Lastly.. i m going to curse someone who is disturbed me while i m having my sweet dreams..!! STUPID FARMER PANG KEE KIANG..!! U WATCH OUT..!! 4.30a.m. knew i m slping liao.. still call me n di siao siao. Saying happy new yr in ur first sentence is lame enuff liao. U haf said tt to me earlier on liao ma. Wat makes me boils is ur second one. "u noe y i call u?? weather is cold leh.. muz remember to cover blanket hor.." idiot u..!! i noe u r feeding mosquitoes at Simpang n too happy tt SHE called u. But dun haf to di siao me ma. Idiot!!
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