This is my lesbian partner in action =) Oh did I mention, i'm gay ~
Baby, Have my prayers really been answered? I was really happy in this week coz of the one msg you sent and things you said. Seriously do. The time spent with you is always so precious to me and I will treasure them. Its gonna be two months already. Really very glad to have finally found someone like you baby! The one who I have been looking for for a long long time. I will cherish you. Muackz. Love you baby!!
Wanted to fetch B to school today but overslept. N lazy bum is still waiting for cab at 11.05 when her class is at 11. Lazy bum bum!! Went back to TP for lunch with Jason and mahjonged at Da's place. Back to school to meet Wei Sheng and Jason sent Baby to Orchard coz she is celebrating her frens' bdae. Another day without her. Missing her... Went Tamp with Sheng to look for PSP. Quite ex.. Finally developed our photos le.. btw, My baby became so sweet out of a sudden on Tues night. I was shocked when I woke up and saw her msg. But it makes my day. I wore a big smile on my face for the whole day until everyone asked y I'm so happy. Hahaha!! I thank GOD for you baby!! Love you lots!!
Back home now. Wat a boring night. Tired yet still dun feel like staying at home. Long weekend yet nth much to do.. Sian!!!
Booked out late yest due to a soccer match Home U VS SAF. Wat a boring match. Went to school bus stop to find baby wanted to have prata but its so crowded. Went home to bathe and we went to meet Michelle and proceed to Hougang SuperBowl. Had fun bowling after so long. Had late supper and reached home at abt 4. Very tired. Poor baby have to wake up early to work. N the blur girl woke up so early and reached Fish n Co one hour earlier. HAHAHAHA!!!
Woke up at 10++ and went back to slp at 1 after the part time maid packed my room. Set my alarm at 2 but over slept. Woke up at 3.30. Bathed and cabbed down to PP to fetch baby. Dunno what to eat there. In the end, ended up at Fishy again. Hahaha. And we ordered lots of stuffs. Her colleagues were shocked with orur orders. Haha. Damn full. Too much fish till I wanna vomit already. But it's still more worth it than the food we had at Pariss last week. Sent Baby home after dinner. She's very tired and still have project to rush. Time is nv enuff with her. I wanna spend more time with her!! I miss her so much now!!
Baby.. Sorry for all the unhappy moments. I've said, you will not be alone no matter what happens. I'll always be around for you. We shall go thru everything together. No matter how long it will take, things will be done patiently. Muackz. I love you baby!!!
Everything was fine until a stupid qn from me in the cinema which ended the night a dreadful one. I'm sorry baby. I've asked a stupid qn once again. I did not expect ur reaction to be so big. I wanted to end the quarrel but she is juz too angry to talk. I dunno when will it be settled. Competition coming up and I am in no mood for it at all at this pt of time.
I admit I am seriously at fault. But that qn was juz a normal one. Not once which come with doubts. Mich have talked to me abt it and the trust for u is there. As the words you have heard may cause different reactions to different ppl. Hence, I wanted to noe what's yours when you first heard that. If I hear that first hand, my reaction will be totally different too. I admit, at times, the insecurity is there. But I know you are already trying your best. I wont say anything else. I juz wish to spend the limited time happily with you. I know the things you have done. Even though you are very tired yest, you still acc me for dessert and movie till so late and have to wake up early in the morning for work. I was shocked when you told me that you wanna go for movie yest. I love you baby. Like today, we have agreed on you buying for things before meeting me for dinner. But you actually had me going with you and spend the other half of the day with you. I really appreciate for what you have done baby. Really do. I do cherish this relationship and you. When you told me what happened that time at taka, I told myself it wont happen to you again. I wanna use all my might to take care of you. You are all I want for life. Sometimes, communication between each other may end up in the quarrel like what happened in the past few times. But at least, we know what each other is thinking and its the chance for us to understand better. I'm sorry baby.
Really very sorry. I hope that this unhappy night will end as soon as possible. I dun wan take it into camp and give myself more misery there. I'm already very tired and sick of the life there. Every msg of urs everyday brightens my day everyday. Seriously do. Even if its juz a good morning dear.. Baby.. I'm sorry...
Ironed my uniform while waiting for Baby to wake up. Poor girl. Did not slp well due to projects. Next week will be the foot drill competition which I doubt "A" Coy can win. Left with 4 days yet we still have a lot more to learn. It took me almost 2 hours to iron the uniform till I'm satisfied. Pray hard that miracle will happen next thursday.
Met Baby at 10 plus and had dinner at Simpang. Baby bought me a keychain. Thanks Baby. I love it alot!! We actually walked home from Simpang. Reached her hse at around 2. And the misunderstandings are cleared. I am really a very sensitive guy. Help me!!!
I have been starting arguments these days. Sunday after church, I got angry becoz she juz walked off to work without letting me noe while I was still in my cell grp. It ended up as a misunderstanding as she was abt to msg me when I msged her. And Tues night, some foolish thoughts of mine led to another unhappy night for me. Talked to Michelle L and she made me understand a lot more. I think its all becoz of the life in camp. Imagine you being the only Chinese and the language used there is totally foreign to you. The guys around you are so selfish at times. I went back to bunk after footdrill training and found one of them lying on my bed without even bother to change out from his sweaty and dirty clothes. How will you feel? And I cant say anything too! Felt very emo once I reached camp and wish for the weekends to come immediately.
Baby, thanks for forgiving me each time I gave you all sorts of nonsense and made you frustrated. I know you are making me feel secured. Thanks Baby!! I love you. I will be a more understanding bf to you from now on Baby. I promise. Muackz!!
