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Here to kill you boredom ger!
Met Nick in town to get Kailing's bdae presents. N tt fucker was late for an hour. Wanted to find Edmund for a puff but he was still at home at that time. So went around shopping alone. And when Nick reached, I realised I've spent around $200 in just an hour. Bought 4 shirts and something for someone. But her thing no more stock so have to go Millenia Walk. Far East to search for a bag for Kailing while waiting for Nick's rings to be engraved. Back to Wisma and Nick bought himself N95 before the rise of GST. Finally he has made up his mind after a cup of Mango Tango at Starbucks.
Cabbed down to Millenia Walk aftermath to collect the stuff and to MS. Got myself a new watch again. Kenneth Cole again. Altogether, I've 3 kenneth cole boxes liao. N the lady shopkeeper noes about my breakup thank to Alex. Kept telling me I'm still young and blah blah blah... Haha.. I'm seriously alright. But thanks for their concern as well. We two guys are like spending money like there's no tml. Guys usually spent money faster than gers. Coz we dun tink for so long before deciding to buy like gers. Lol. Around $400 spent in half a day. OMG!!!
Bus-ed back to Tampines to meet the J couple for dinner and arcade-d. Our usual boring life. Haha.. Then back home after that..
1:30:00 AM
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As resquested by an idiot because she is very sian so here I am updating my blog.
I think I am having insomia now. I will only find my bed at dawn. Someone told me that I am leading an uncle lifestyle now. Mahjong, number ball, and late nights doing nothing. It seems the life of someone who is about to say goodbye to this word. What has got into me? There seems nothing meaningful now in my life. Waking up in the afternoon, gym-ed, dinner-ed, home. Wat a life!!!
As usual, woke up in the afternoon today. Bugis with the J couple. G masked the phone my mum lent me as I dropped it on the road that time. But the end product makes me feel that I will get a bigger scolding from her when the phone is returned to her. Usual pasttime, snooker at Sultan Plaza aftermath. Decided to have dinner at Geylang with the self proclaimed "cute" ger.
Headed down to Kallang MRT to fetch her and to Geylang for frog porridge. It's the first time I saw passengers are allowed to smoke in a cab. We just merely told the driver that he can continue smoking while driving. In the end, Jocelyn joined him. Happily smoking in the cab too.
6 frogs and fried oyster for dinner. Went "whore browsing" after dinner. But they all kept up due the raids. The "cute" ger was so excited about it. But we were disappointed and headed back home.
Back home and was chatting with that "cute" ger with some stuffs. And jason is so eager to get himself a car when he has yet to enrol himself to get a license.
1:16:00 AM
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Back to clear the cobwebs.
Life was full of emotions for me for the past weeks. One min I can be very noisy and irritating to others. The other min, I will become very quiet and walk alone in front or sit at one corner. What has gotten into me? I, myself got no ans to this.
Having a barrier in myself is never a good thing. Was awaken by some harsh words one night. Some things cannot be forced. So I have finally know how to take things at a step. Life has been better since then. Someone told me she is more relieved to see me back to my usual self. Yet, some things still cant be forgotten and its still there no matter how hard I've tried to get rid of them. It only makes me miss them more.
Juz read a blog entry talking abt how can a r/s last. Trust is an important factor in every r/s. It is not something which you can develop over the night. This is something which I am lacking throughout all my r/s. Michelle once told me to reflect back on all my failed r/s. N i realised wat a fool I was back then. Having those advice I've got from my colleagues in my head, I am sure trust won't be an issue to me anymore. Things will not be as bad as before and I will cherish everything in future if that special one really appear and give me a chance to prove it.
Sometimes, we say that the love and trust between a couple will become stronger overcoming all sorts of obstacles together. What about friendship? Does a minor thing affect a friendship of years? We shared the same feeling that we have become very distant from you. No more words can be described our feelings. Things aren't the same anymore. We can no longer share our problems like we do in the past. What has caused all these to become like that? Can you please clear our doubts?
Time restriction is such a chore. Wake me up when July ends. N its time for me to return to court. Hope it will be the verdict which I wish to hear long ago. I miss my night life!! I miss drinking at fishermen, clubs, slacking around at night, going home at sun rise. When will that day come? When it comes, it will be the day when we go HK, taiwan, cruise, genting. Give me back my passport!!!!! ARGHHHH!!!! I wan no more 8.30 rush!!!
11:25:00 PM
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A BIG thank you to Tiffany and the J couple for the surprise cake you guys have bought. I was touched a moment before a knock was heard on the door.. It was Gracie baby sweet mms... Thanks brother. Then comes the trio standing at my door step with a cake in hand. I was surprised when she asked me to msg her when I reached home. Now I noe the reason. Thanks for it.. I thought it would be another boring bdae this yr yet again. But it wasn't so afterall.. Thanks alot guys.. Esp you.. with tests this week yet spending time having dinner and coming up together with the J couple.
11:45:00 PM
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Thanks mei for ur early wishes and spending eve with me. No present its ok.. your sweet little card has made me touched with all the words inside. These 8 yrs are worth it to have a sister like you. Always there for me to throw temper at during sec school when I quarrel with my gf.. always there to listen to my whinings. U have been with me through all my failed r/s. U are always there to push me on and pull me up when I fell hard. You have nv bore me when I m with u.. coz u r my MISS CHATTY!! Thanks for being by me all these yrs... Coming 8 yrs le.. and I m still counting on... Hope everything will be fine after today... n i wish you all the best too. ALWAYS REMEMBER!!! I m always here for u when u need someone...
Thanks for all the wishes I have received.. Yours made my day.. N i hope my wish will come true. Thanks everyone.
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