I have become donuts guy to her frenz. What the hell!! Anyway, her frenz are nice ppl. Humourous and fun. But things are seriously not on our way. Yesterday was still alright. But it was somehow like hell to me. Sitting in front of com, feelng so emo, feel like drinking. Dun feel like doing anything but gym till all my energy is drained and fall aslp as soon as i lie on the bed.
I cant do much now. Just to wish her all the best and hope she will overcome herself as time goes by. Can onli wait n wait...
"Would you be there?"
I remembered things clearly.
First lunch at century square. 15th May. Her:Teriyaki Chicken Set Him: Curry Katsu Don.
First Breakfast: Changi Macs. 17th May. Hotcake with sausage plus scramble eggs and iced milo.
18th May, 12.50a.m....
First Movie. 19th May. Spider Man 3, CS. First bouquet of roses. First wedding dinner. Bliss garden. First hand held, hug, kiss.
All these were gone. When will you call me dear again? When will I be able to hold and hug you again?
All the words you have said to me, I have kept them in my heart.
I would be there to love to be with you. I would swear my love is always true. Only if a chance is given.