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Dun we look like a bunch of refugees?
It feels so great being able to spend my Sunday night with my baby. Booked out on Friday night. Met baby for lunch with Rui and had Ice Cream Chef on Saturday. Sent her to work then cabbed home with Michelle. Booked in the night as there was a marathon on Sunday morning. Wat a boring Saturday. The night was spent at Changi. The journey was so long. OMG!! Gathered at Changi Exhibition Centre and transport all the drinks and tables to our water point. Set up everything at Changi Coast. View there was nice. Can see planes taking off clearly every 2 mins. Wanted to take pic of it but it was too fast n my hp was laggy. An hour of rest and woke up at 5++, had breakfast and started preparing. The marathon ended at 10+. Shifted everything back and we left for Camp and reached at around 3. Tiring. Luckily my camp mate sent be back if not I'm gonna spend 25 buck on cab again.<3
Met Baby and Michelle for dinner. We had alot last nite. Had organic meals then proceeded to Fish n Co for second round. I miss good food man!! It's not as if the food in camp is not nice but the portion is so pathetic for we guys only and no meat for us. Wat the f!! We r humans too!!<3
Walked home with Baby. And sat down on the swing near her hse and have a good talk. Though the time we spent together is short but I really appreciate it. I really treasure the time spent together. Everyone is saying that first 3 months are always the honeymoon period. But I shall prove it that its not only the first 3 months. but many many months. I'm really very very happy. Esp last nite!!<3
Baby. If you are unhappy, you must say it out ok? Dun ever keep it to yourself. And make sure you keep the words you said in the msg you sent me on Sat nite hor!! Muackz. You are one who is so dear to me. Pls pls pls. Take care of urself when I am not around. And dun be so fierce anymore k? Cool down. Let the good ones influence you understand? Muackz. Love you baby!!<3
2:44:00 PM
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When I first saw you, I saw love.
After all this time, you're still the one I love
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
The one who can make me feel complete
What are you thinking of?? <3
After reading this in camp on Thursday morning made me had mixed feelings. Though it's juz lyrics, I really dunno what the f i am thinking about at that moment. I forced out everything in the training ground to keep my mind off it. And the day was full of punishments. Was a great help to me. Night at the stadium for a live match for Home U and Y Lions. Wat a waste a time. But it's a great experience for me as that was the first time I watch a match live. I didnt know how to tell baby how I feel. No words can be said now. Haiz..
But I must really thank GOD. I've really found a very very nice and understanding girl whom I can put complete trust in. She is the one I've been looking all these while.
Baby,
And all my life, baby, baby,
I've prayed for someone like you,
And I thank God that I,
that I finally found you, baby
You're all I'm thinking of,
I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love
I really love you
And I will never find another lover more precious than you
More precious than you
Muackz. I love you baby!! I miss you so badly. Time is nv enough for you. I dunno when can I see you again. Doubt it will be this weekend. You have to take more rest tml. And I will be back in camp tml nite and will only be back on sunday evening. Then it will be my turn to slp for the whole day!! Haiz.. Next week will only be a few hours at pam's wedding and church on sun. I'm going mad sooner or later...
10:37:00 PM
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Second book out and I was burnt by the sun during the COC parade. And my body will give way sooner or later. By Friday, my legs dun seem to be with me anymore. But I will still endure it for the next 11 more weeks. Tougher training is starting on Monday. I'm all prepared.
Met Baby for dinner last nite. She cant stop laughing when she saw me. lol. I dun blame her.. Hehe. I am more worried about her. She used to eat alot. Now, she has lost her appetite. N everything seem tasteless to her. Dunno what is wrong with her. So stubborn some more. Wan bring her to doctor she also dun wan!! Wasn't really happy last nite due to some things. Hope things will go right soon. Baby. I have confidence in you!
Woke up with a sore throat this morning. No voice at all. Popped some pills and felt better. Went to fetch Baby and had Fish n Co for lunch. Acc Rui awhile and left for town. Shopped for her dress for Pam's wedding but still cant find. My baby is too shy to wear those dresses. Haha.
Tml is Sunday again. N I dread it. It means leaving my Baby for a week again. Time spent with her is nv enough. Time really flies. Sian!!!!!
12:13:00 AM
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I'm out. So shiok. Still, own bed, pillow, bolster, blanket and most importantly the aircon is the best. Next week onwards training will start officially and it will be very tough I heard.
Had my dinner with parents after bath. Haha. My mum miss me so much. She was so happy to see me. She is crazy.. Went Parkway to get my stuff and waited for baobei to finish work. I miss her so much! Juz a few hours shopping trip, I've spent more than 300. Haha. Coz I got my pay! I finished walking the whole PP and slacked at Starbucks. Falling aslp there. Hehe. Went over to geylang for supper. Both of us were very tired esp her who didnt slp for the whole nite.. Reached home at 12+, bathed and slp right away. Could not take it anymore.
10:46:00 AM
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Tml is the day and my mum is so worried. She is worried that my temper will bring me troubles in camp. No worries mum. I will control. I've learnt a lot since that dreadful incident and from the punishment. No worries. She kept asking me lots of questions like have I packed all my stuff, etc. But I got so pissed off as I was not really in the mood. My mind is else where and I am getting frustrated over packing my stuff and drowiness. Tried to calm myself down and sat down to talk to her nicely. I have a naggy but great mum!! Mummy, I love you!!
Had a short day with my girl. But I'm contented. Movie and dinner at Fish n Co together with Nick. She went over to her fren's hse and Nick came over to my place. Now waiting for her to reach home before turning in. She is all that I want now.. Hope that everything goes on well for the both of us.
To you baby.
No matter how tough the journey is, I will walk hand in hand with you.
No matter how long it takes, I'm gonna make things right.
Nothing can change my love for you. Do take care of yourself alright? I'm most worried about you. Muackz. I yearn to spend more time together with you. I love you baby. Miss you loads!!
1:50:00 AM
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We have taken the first step into our r/s. I'm really happy to meet ur frenz. And I swear.. It's not weird or awkward to me though it's the first time to church or meeting your frenz. There will be more to come. Its still a bit hard on you as you still seem not used to it and still abit reserved. Take your time. I'll remember what michelle told me and the the prayers Pam had for me. I'm doing all these on my own will. Not just for you. I'll stay by you always. I love the feeling of holding your hand and reading smses you sent. You will always be my pillar of strength. You are the one who will make my day so bright. You are the one. Forever and ever, I LOVE YOU!!
10:48:00 PM
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Juz a simple sms from you in the afternoon can make me smile for the rest of the day. Muackz!! I'm so happy... Love you baobei! Hope you will feel much better after letting your frenz noe. No matter how tough the road in front is gonna be, I promise you I'll walk on with you. You will nv be alone. You are not gonna face any difficulties alone. Good or bad times, we shall share. I noe this journey will be tough for you. We shall take it one at a time ok? Remember, like what you've said.. we do not have to be close in a r/s. As long as we noe that we have each other in our heart will do. I'm gonna call the police to catch you. Coz u have stolen away my heart. I'm gonna depend on you to breathe from now on. Only you will be allowed to leave me, I will nv leave you. I promise!
The only thing I am worried about when I enlist is YOU! Remember you must take care of yourself and rest well alright? Do not fall ill HOR!!! I wan to see a healthy girl when I book out yeah? Muackz!
2:17:00 AM
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My wait finally pay off and I am a happy man!!! Yeah!! Hehe.. Hope the same things wont happen again. Really very scared. Muackz.
Dragged to played mahjong in the morning. Met Michelle, Sharon, her hubby and sister for dinner. Kayden is so cute!! Those two girls are real idiotic! Assholes. But see my sister smiling so happily oso feel happy for her. Maybe Kayden is the one who brought her the smiles. Sharon is living a tai tai life now. Fortunate to marry a good hubby.
4 more days to enlistment. Sian. Cant bear to leave some things behind. How...
11:40:00 PM
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Happy Brothers' Day!! Went out with Grace and had a great day. Spent alot this weekend and today money was only spent mainly on food. Went around eating and shopping but bought nothing. Brother, remember you owe half of your dip to me. So return that half to me one day.
Handed in my timesheet on Monday. Intended to go Sentosa with Tiff but the weather is not very good. So decided not to go. Headed down to Da's hse for a quick mahjong then met Tiff for K box. Finally see a better side of her. She is finally herself again. The crazy and happy side of her. That's what I want to see most. It makes me happy too. Had great time and though the time spent is short, I feel very happy.
Wei Sheng wanted to drive on all the expressways. So went to fetch him and he drove me to MCYS. Fetched Grace in the noon and headed to DBS to pass them the cake. I miss them so much though its just a few days. Esp the 3 of them sitting in the same row. Miss the nonsense we shared. Head towards town and we sat down for ben and jerry's. Dinner at Bugis and had a good talk among the three of us. It's really a very good talk.
It's really nice to have frenz around you and spending time with them is the best thing you can do. Time is well spent these few days. 5 more days to go!! Haiz!! Good thing is, I just need to spend 3 days in camp for the first week. Can book out on Friday!! Yeah!
P.S: You r missed. You noe who you are...
9:38:00 PM
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Days at Custody Ops have come to an end. Entering the days of "Boys become Men". One more week. Thanks CA Team for the bag and shirt. Love them very much. I'm gonna miss them badly except ONE of them. It feels so great working with such ppl. I'm gonna miss the days when I hear Rach n Joseph arguing. And I will miss the days when I pour my feelings to Adel and disturb her. Thanks Rach for the cupcakes, they are cute and Adel for the lighter. Thanks alot!!
Had dinner at Geylang on the last day. A treat from Lu Hua. Thanks dude. A very nice Chinese guy. This is the first time I click well with a Chinese guy. Wanted to join them at Clarke Quay but headed down to chalet to meet my cousins. It's so boring. Left after a while.
Met michelle yesterday. Things were not well for her. But sis, I'm proud of you. You are strong this time round. I dare not ask much though everything is shown on ur face u aren't really happy. Enjoy yourself. Have you got the answers to the questions I asked you? Hope you stay firm to ur decision. Let him know you are no push over and you are not someone whom he calls when he feels like. Pls get more rest. You are really becoming a big fat panda. Dun tire yourself out alright? Brother bring you for your frog leg porridge on Tuesday. Muackz. Guai.
Met the brothers and went around to give our offerings for some blessings in return. Hope things go on well and nobody is gonna leave. Really wish that the ones above will hear our wishes and bless all of us. Headed down to Ang Mo Kio for crabs. Finally had our crabs after postponing it for many times. Its good food!!! Worth the 1.5 hrs wait.
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