StuDY StuDY StuDY !!!! ♥
went library to study this morning.. met kiang at 9.. actually msg him tt i wanna meet him later coz i really cannot take it.. damn fucking tired.. but.. in the morning dunno y... felt like vomitting.. then woke up.. went to vomit liao.. bathe liao then not tired.. so went to meet him.. who noes.. joyce was late again.. actually meet at 9..she reached at 9.30.. then she really a typical singaporean... so kiasu... say muz go lib once it open.. if not later no table.. wtf.. the table wont run away lor.. she say later the sec n pri ppl will occupy them.. but its onli 9.30.. lib open at 10.. she wanan wait outside... is she mad?? didnt really touch much oso... onli finished 1 n a half topic of econs.. n abit of accounts... the rest not yet.. die liao... tml then chiong liao.. I'LL SURVIVE..!!
went to watch new police story again.. wif kiang n joyce... wa lau.. the show is nice.. dun mind watching the second time.. i oso wont mind watching for the third time.. anyone who wanna watch n cant find companion... i m always free to acc u yeah?? hehe....
EnDinG: haiz.. ExaMs...!!!
10:25:00 PM
[HappY BiRtHDaY BrOtheR..!!] ♥
it's me again...!! yup.. today is chee fan's bdae... didnt haf much fun oso... coz too late liao.. juz went movie wif fan n hui... met hui earlier to go get the tix n buy the bdae cake... went to watch new police storyat princess..we budget ma.. hehe.. 5 dollars onli leh.. wah.. the show power..!! lots of actions.. then oso very sad n touching.. oso very funny... i would say its a good show... rate it 8/10.. xie ting feng in the show is a joker.. he damn funny sia.. stupid him.. impersonate a police... fucker sia.. then daniel wu is so cool... the charlene frm TWINS is so cute..!! her voice is damn cute n sweet... was mesmerized by her...for those who havent watch muz go n watch.. real nice... dun miss out..!!
after the show.. went gio to buy jeans.. coz today fan's bdae got 20% discount.. so we tan xiao pian yi... then the sales ger.. karen.. dunno is can still recognise us or wat.. keep smiling at us.. she is frm the primary sch as us.. yi zi tou xiao... she like no need study one.. whole day working one leh.. she getting prettier liao.. lolx.. then tt wild pig no. 1 fan.. went to buy sushi.. he dunno my hse got bdae cake for him.. then he come my hse finish all th sushi.. n almost 1/4 of the cake.. then now at hm complaning very full... stupid wild pig.. eat so much... siao kia...
EnDinG: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BROTHER..!!
11:45:00 PM
[LoVe HurtS..!!] ♥
some ppl juz dunno how to treasure their love ones.. taking those beside them for granted.. when need them then cr for them n treat them well.. n treating like fuck almost all the time.. is this how we should treat our love ones?? i dun tink such ppl noe what is the meaning of love.. n they dun deserve it oso... for guys who r treating the gf like shit... pls let them go.. how will u bear to see ur girl suffer in ur hands?? do u really love them?? taking as a sub or juz a toy?? ASK URSELF..!! haiz.. sad to see such things happening around me... haiz..
2:29:00 AM
BorinG DaY... ♥
went to sch today wif the intention of studying.. but ar.. i n qiang went lib for onli 1/2 an hour.. then flip thru few pages of the notes then left for DTE to play pool liao... got my schedule for hols... fuck sia.. so little working hours.. how m i going to earn much wif such little working hours... haiz... today pool was sucky... at first was ok.. till the end.. luck keep on going down.. lost the last 4 sets.. sucks.. then my long balls today simply sucks.. qiang oso the same.. dunno whether its becoz the table sucks or wat... haiz.. then play till 2 lao da called us.. went down interchange find him.. then got back my notes frm him.. but he didnt photocopy for qiang.. sian diao.. muz go photocopy himself.. bought a MAN U shirt today.. actually 40++ but now onli 29.90 after discount.. then bought a shirt for fan oso.. his bdae on wed.. erm.. going to sabo him on wed liao.. lolx..
11:55:00 PM
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tHe CreW tAg foR tHe pLaY.."MAMA MIA"..
1:29:00 AM
[WoRK] ♥
went to work today.. it was the easiest job and paid the best i haf ever done.. the pay was like 10 dollars per hour...shiok rite?? went down to esplanade.. they r having a musical performance today.. erm.. MAMA MIA.. all i haf to do was to juz put put the posters... then stand at level M n ursher the Singtel VIP up to the tentage outside for their goodies bag... but singaporeans r not tt retard after all.. they noe how to read the poster.. hence i n fan were like doing nth over there.. juz tt our legs very suan.. stand there so long.. then after tt.. went up to the concert hall n ursher them into the hall... n oso.. they oso noe how to read the tickets n there were so many other urshers around.. so did nth again... standing there waiting to get paid.. enjoying the air con.. damn cold sia.. the food there was great... but cant eat much.. before we can haf our second round.. the food were all cleared up.. haiz.. wasted~~ during the interval ursher the ppl to the tentage again n wait for them to go in.. we r OFF..!! went to tk down all the posters.. got my pay n went off.. went haagen dazz to eat.. the service there sucks.. the stupid ger serves us like i haf killed her father or mother like tt.. gif a stupid face.. already so ugly liao.. still gif tt stupid face.. felt like slapping her..
11:58:00 PM
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Yu HaO Ge.. MaLe LeAd iN "DoU Yu"...
3:32:00 AM
[GoD..] ♥
GOD is so unfair and cruel..!! y muz GOD always break up a loving couple?? cant u juz let them love each other n accompany each other till eternity??? y muz u always tk one of them away?? juz finished "dou yu".. the show very touching... story really very nice.. i almost cried while watching.. i m going to watch it over n over again.. hong dou died... GOD has taken her away frm her loving bf, ah qi... y like tt??!! y is GOD so cruel... in the end yu hao died oso.. it is onli the time when he said the three words.."WO HAO AI NI" to xiao yan zi.. her reply was.."WO YE HAO AI HAO AI NI..!!" but its all too late.. y muz it always till death is near the corner then ppl will confess to their loved ones?? is it true tt onli death can determine who u really love n who really loves u?? loving someone is indeed very confusing.. but if u really follow ur heart.. tink of who really treat u good good, who u will miss everyday.. then u will noe who u really love.. dun haf to confuse urself.. by deceiving urself will not do u urself or the other party any good.. so let the person noe who u really love asap as u will not noe wat will happen the nxt day.. maybe he is going to die soon but he did not let u noe..
EnDinG: ImaGeS oN pHotoS wiLl FaDe.. BuT mY LoVe fOr U wiLL ReMaiN...
3:18:00 AM
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MaiA: iT's Me MAIA..!! i M SeXy RigHt?? mY ClevaGe on TV CaN maKes aLL tHe GuYs' nOsE bLeeD YeaH...?? ConTinUe LooKinG ouT foR mE n VotE fOr me..
12:55:00 AM
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Nelson: hi.. i m NelSoN TuM not TaN whO Got ThrU in tHe PiaNo shoW.. i M FraNciS bRotHer.. i M a GaY..
12:53:00 AM
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NaNa: I m JuZ a FuCKinG UgLy gEr On EartH..i LooK LiKe aN aLieN.. i SinG LiKe PiGs r BeinG sLauGhteReD..
12:51:00 AM
[FuCkinG SuaY..!!!] ♥
today last day of the sem liao.. after today... we will all not be in the same class anymore.. haiz... y do we haf to change class.. we haf juz finally settled down.. bonded wif one another.. now muz change class again.. wth~~ wat is the sch tinking man.. so sucks one.. haiz.. intend to go for dinner after sch wif qiang, grace n jacelyn.. but.. jacelyn going hm for dinner.. qiang going chalet.. so in the end didnt go.. grace asked me to join her go clubbing wif melissa.. so qiao hor.. my fren from BN noes grace oso.. then today melissa called grace n i tok to melissa.. she said tt if she were me.. we would haf fuck hui xian upside down.. no face for her... but haiz.. tt thing passed so long liao.. dun cr liao.. some more hui xian changing course liao.. so dun cr abt her liao.. see her really spoils my day..
during econs.. we were doing our peer evaluation forms for our comm skills project.. then joyce show us hers.. she grade herself 1.. then ask i n qiang to fill up the rest ourselves.. wtf..!! its peer evaluation n she asked us to do for her... we should not discuss the forms but she took qiang's n see... stupid la she... got back our OB project grade... got 71/100.. very happy..!! finally won piyo's grp... the A student's grp finally lost to us..!! YESH..!!!
didnt go for dinner.. met fan n hui instead.. went sultan plaza for pool.. today last day of promo... so went there n play... play till so shiok.. kept losing at first.. then in the end was back on my winning streak.. hehe.. went down kembangan for prata.. on the way there.. i kena dog's poo.. DAMN FUCKING SUAY..!!! stupid owner dunno how to clear the shit.. YEK MEH (fuck ur mother in thai).. it stinks like hell.. the shoes is new some more.. muz go wash liao.. fuck... dunno wat happen to me.. so chee bye suay... n oso was fed up.. first time i eat prata till so ex.. one egg prata cost 1.50.. eggs r now more expensive than going to thailand.. wth man... chee bye.. buy an air ticket to thailand using an egg can ma huh?? i miss eggs so much.. so long nv eat eggs liao...
today is juz fucking suay... after 12 will be better?? i dun tink so... hope tt u will be by my side n be my guardian star... n my lucky charm... u r so precious n dear to me... I NEED U..!!!
haiz.. one more week to go before my final exams.. havent started revising.. all my coursework.. i got C or C+.. haf to work extremely hard for my written papers liao.. argh..!! can i i get my As like tt... haiz... stupid mid sem tests..!!!
EnDinG: i WiLL waIt tiLL tHe DaY cOmeS...
11:50:00 PM
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mE n gRaCe DuRInG AcCounTs TutoRiaL...
11:18:00 PM
[FiNallY...] ♥
went to sch at 9.30.. met jason, ben n qiang for CS project.. very stressed.. intend to go for A/C revision lect.. but all becoz of the project so didnt go.. wanna finish the project.. since then.. i was rooted to the com till around 11.45 then left for lunch wif the 3 of them n grace... went mensa.. wa lau.. the soup of the day at mensa sucks... dunno wat the hell it is man... i took a sip n put it one side liao.. it juz sucks.. after lunch.. went back to lab n continue wif my project.. woo~~ sit in front of the com for 5 hours... my eyes damn pain...
project of 6 like become a project of 4 like tt.. joyce n six was not here today... six overslept.. then joyce leh.. she is sick again.. then afternoon she say she wanna come.. we asked her not to come.. she liao we oso dunno wat to let her do..then my kaka (sixx) wanna come down oso... but i ask her no need to come down.. she's living in yishun.. then it will be a wasted trip if she come all the way down when we r finishing soon.. she scared she did not do much.. but in fact she did contirbute alot.. then ben n jason went for lect.. left i n qiang doing.. we skipped lect coz of the project.. haiz... headache sia... lucky in the end.. can finish.. but lucky got jason in my grp.. he has lots of craps... he can make me relax... lolx.. i m going retard at tt moment n then he joke wif me.. then i got a bit better... TT'S A CONTRIBUTION YEAH??!!
finally all projects r all over... now going to concentrate on my exams liao... tink sun then start studying.. tml having farewell dinner wif ben, jason, qiang, grace, jacelyn n piyanut... then sat goign esplanade to work... so sun then can start studying.. muz work hard liao.. all my coursework onli C+.. so muz work hard for the papers..!! JIA YOU!!
EnDinG: i m StiLL waiTinG foR tHe DaY tO ComE....
9:20:00 PM
[InPuT>OuTpuT] ♥
finished project discussion came back home n slpet while watching tv... woke up at 7.. saw fan n hui's msg.. thot i was late.. i meeting them at 7 to go jogging.. then i run all the way to the stadium.. but they havent reach yet... fuck.. waste my energy.. ran for 6 round within 12 mins.. erm.. not bad... still haf the stamina... haha.. haf to run more liao... after tt.. went to eat mac... we transformed to wild pigs once again..!! 3 ppl eating a meal for 4.. scary rite??!! haiz.. the jog was all wasted... useless... input was more than output lor.. haiz.. how to jian fei like tt... haiz..
got back my accounts test today... i passed.. i oso improved by a grade.. but i m not happy at all.. i wan my A...!!! i haf to work hard.. but li bu cong xin... till now have not even started... how to get straight As..!! haiz.. nxt week study break liao.. hope can study all the way..!! JIA YOU..!!!
10:17:00 PM
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LoLx.. JaceLyN JuZ WokE uP FrM SLp DuRInG LecTuRe...
5:56:00 PM
[PoWeR oF LovE..] ♥
**two ppl r on a motorcycle on the road**
girl: slow down. im scared.
guy: no this is fun.
girl: no its not. please, its too scary!
guy: then tell me you love me.
girl: fine, i love you. slow down!
guy: now give me a BIG hug.::
girl hugs him::
guy: can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? its bugging me.
(in the paper the next day):a motorcycle had crashed into a building becauseof brake failure. two people were on it, but only 1 survived.the truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
everyone will tend to protect their love ones frm being hurt.. treasure the ones u love... treat them well n protect them well... dun ever let them get hurt... u will get hurt seeing them being hurt too...
1:08:00 AM
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TaKen bY mY SiS uSinG hER NeW SamSunG E600C...
10:26:00 PM
[FATA & FUBAR] ♥
aloy is a fucking idiotic freak since i known him... for months... i have not seen him n he has not changed a little... met up yesterday as we went to send uzair off on his last journey... he came up wif two fucking words.... one.. fata.. the other.. fubar...
FATA---> FUCK AND THROW AWAY
FUBAR---> FUCKED UP BEYOND ALL RECOGNITION
all these rubbish can onli be out from his mouth...
10:15:00 PM
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zHen N DaN...
11:23:00 PM
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Me N CaRoL...
11:23:00 PM
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i n DaN iN tHe PooL....
11:22:00 PM
[TriBuTe tO UzaiR...] ♥
today is a sad day.. i received a call frm izuan when i reached sch... uzair passed away.. i was so shocked.. thot izuan was kidding... but he would not kid over such things ma.. he died coz of high fever.. went down to his hse after sch to send him off.. mrs yap, mrs tan, miss ho, miss lee mr chew went down too... all of us were very sad... heard frm miss ho tt illiyas was very unstable.. ask izuan to console him.. i m very worried abt him.. coz illiyas n uzair were very close frenz.. illiyas.. be strong..!! very sad tt so long nv meet.. then our last meeting will haf to be his funeral.. uzair's mum was crying very hard... hope she can get over it soon.. once izuan saw uzair's body.. he cried immediately... i held back my tears... after the prayers.. we sent uzair off.. he still look so healthy when i last saw him.. heard tt he even went backt o BN to sing wif the choir during teachers' day.. now he has left us.. haiz.. our lives r all in GOD'S hands...hope he has gone off peacefully.. i m sure he will be up there looking after us... UZAIR.. U WILL NOT BE FORGOTTEN...
at nite.. went swimming wif dan, zhen n carol at AQUARIUS.. long time nv swim liao.. like abit forgot how to swim liao.. haha... stupid me.. then i n dan were not wearing swimming trunks.. got said by the securtiy guards... stupids security guards la.. fuckers...had seom great fun there despite the sights of the guards... shall upload the pics taken later...
EnDinG: tReaSuRe tHe oNeS bEsiDe u n LovE beFoRE tHey R GonE...
11:05:00 PM
[Nv EveR HurT uR BeLoveD OnE...!!!] ♥
haiz.. very bored.. cant get to slp... now already 2.48 but still cant get to slp.. lots of problems in my mind.. haiz.. dunno wat i m fan abt oso... maybe exams coming liao ba.. haiz.. cant really sutdy lor.. when i wanna study.. in the room.. com will tempt me... then it will be the TV's turn when i go to the living room.. if i go outside study i will get distracted easily.. haiz.. sometimes i wonder y muz we study so much... study is to juz get a cert... but one cert after another is more n more impt than the one before.. those without a cert r branded as useless... haiz... wat is this world becoming...!!
i was watching a taiwanese drama serial on SCV juz now.. "The Outsiders" made me realised how muc hi haf hurt the gers who used to be by my side.. there is one ger whom i really hurt very badly... i dunno how to treasure her... i used to vent anger on her.. shout at her.. scream at her.. but she is always there for me.. continue loving me n cr for me even though i treated her ao meanly... but i did not noe how to treasure.. muz i be like Yu Hao in the show?? he loves Xiao Yan Zi very much n vice versa.. they both oso went thru alot before being together happily.. he is a short tepered person.. liek to throw his temper over minor stuffs.. he crs alot for xiao yan zi but did not show out... she continue loving her n crs alot for him but he dun appreciate... until after a serious problem n xiao yan zi cant tk it anymore n attempted suicide he start to panick.. wont it be a bit too late?? haiz... i noe how badly i treat the ger who always stand by me supporting me n lending me a listening ear.. but i tk all those for granted... we too haf been thru lots of ups n downs before being together happily.. but i juz didnt noe how to treasure it... she cried alot when i first asked to end the relationship... but i juz thot nth abt it.. it somehow hurts me... i thot i can be without her.. but seriously i cant... tts y we got back together... but tt lasted for a mth onli... i was very fed up tt time so i juz accepted the break up.. she knew tt i hate gers who like to threaten to break up after minor quarrels.. yet she used it in our relationship... she tried to patch things up later but i rejected which i come to regret... haiz.. how i wish i can turn back the time so i can say yes to patching things up... haiz... but its all gone forever... so guys out there... PLS DUN HURT THE GERS ESP WHEN THEY REALLY LOVE U VERY MUCH... its very cruel... they might do silly things n i m sure u wont wan anything to happen to them rite?? so.. PLS.. PLS.. DUN HURT THEM..!!
this is meant for Carol if u r reading...
Carol.. i'm really very sorry for all the hurt i have inflicted on u during the times when we were together... i m realy very sorry... i did not noe how to treasure u... u r always there to share my sorrows but i m not there for u... instead it's ur frenz who r always there for u... when guys cr for u i will onli tend to get jealous but did not really reflect on how i treat u... haiz.. i m very useless.. sorry... we have been thru so much before getting together... esp ur family's stage which is the toughest stage... u were so scared of ur parents tt time.. scared tt they will come n confront me tt time.. n we haf overcome tt... yet we did not last long... tt time u were still young n was mummy's girl ma hor... i will always remember all the happy times we spent together... i m really very happy... the happiest moments i cant forget were the times during our class chalet.. i felt so loved tt time.. i dunno abt u... able to hug u to slp every nite was wat i loved n yearned so much... i will nv forget those times... really wanna thank u for bringing so much love to me.. thank u..!! muackz.. miss u.. muz tk cr hor.. keep in contact hor...
3:34:00 AM
[PooL..!!] ♥
erm... so bored being at hm... damn boring... hui n fan still studying.. muz wait till 5 then can go out.. haiz...
erm... yesterday had my econs project Q n A.. was a bit sucky.. said a few wrong things... but luckily at the back said everything correctly.. met fan n hui after sch.. found a new pool n snooker place at jalan sultan.. the place is damn power.. more power than parkway... spacious n environment very nice... nice to play.. maintanence very good... one bad thing is.. the rules very strict... CCB... cannot wear slippers in.. then hui was wearing slippers... then he cant go in.. then ppl were waiting for the extra shoes which the management have.. but we lazy to wait.. so went down to army market to get a pair of shoes for hui.. but he did not like any.. so i bought mine... haiz.. wasted money again... sian.. thot this week can save but waste money again... haiz.. went back n saw something which make us the 3 wild pigs boil.. the extra shoes for those without shoes r actually SANDALS..!! at the entrance.. they stated...NO SLIPPER OR SANDALS ALLOWED.. n yet they dun abide the rules themselves... giving out sandals themselves.. wtf..!! gonna fuck the management upside down.. CCB...!! tt doesnt really spoil our mood after awhile.. we continued playing.. it did not cost us much... onli 18.40... we play almost 4 hours.. 5 dollors per hr.. damn cheap.. but onli for a certain period onli... their soft launch promotion.. frm 15 sept till 24 sept...for those who love pool n snooker... dun miss out klassic pool at sultan plaza...!! it simply rocks..!!!
4:20:00 PM
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moRe PiCs.. Me, GrAcE, QiaNg n BeN..
1:11:00 AM
3 WilD PiGs... ♥
very tired today... slept very late last nite.. slept at 5.30.. rushed my econs project, watch soccer n study for comm skills... had my comm skills test today n it sucks like hell... i juz dunno how to apply the theory i had learnt.. juz sucks... today acct lect was sucky too.. dun understand a single thingy... was juz having a private chat time wif piyo n jacelyn... hehe.. 2 more weeks to exams n i still dun wanna study.. sucks la... went yoshinoya for lunch... qiang said yoshinoya as yashinoya... he was being laughed by ming wei all the time.... i was also there laughing non stop.. stupid guy sia... during OB.. wei mei still continue to make fun of qiang... bad sia she.. was being fan by the gers to go back to sch for OB lect... i was damn fucking tired.. the stupid lecturer is juz fucking boring n idiotic.. angie kept sayign she failed her comm skills as the lecturer's powerpt slides were full of words... is tt visual aids?? no lor.. sucks...cant stand it coz real tired... left during the break... got hm immediately jumped into the bed n slept till 6.. i was late for dinner wif fan n hui...
we went down to my dad's shop at geylang to eat... they like pig's stomach soup so brought them down.. ate alot n cost us zero dollars... stupid fan is juz a stupid wild pig... after that still went to buy 10 paus... say at nite wanan eat... then say wanan eat durians somemore.. we r juz 3 wild pigs sitting by the road side eating durians... look at how the prostitutes zhao customers... wa lau... all look like shit... but not as bad as NANA from S'pore Idols... NANA simply sucks... DAMN UGLY..!!! came back to my hse the 2 wilds pigs were busy gobbling down the 10 paus even when they say they r very full.. pigs rite?? cant tahan... i m already so fat liao... continue eating wif them.. i will unable to walk out of my hse liao... gate too small for me liao... lolx.. anyhow.. juz had a great time wif fan n hui.. wif them around... my troubles will not be around... that's wat brothers r for yeah??!!! BROTHERS... YOU R THE BEST...!!!
EnDinG: tReaSuRe FrieNdsHiP....
11:36:00 PM
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ReNatA n i aT ZoMbiE...
10:52:00 PM
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EaST CoAsT BBQ... JunE BDaE BoYS WiF BeaR BeaR...
10:46:00 PM
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HarD RoCK CaFe....
10:43:00 PM
SiSsy LeCtuReR ♥
nth much happened today.. as per normal went for econs lect... the teacher damn sissy... whole lect keep making fun of him.. cant concentrate on studying.. lolx.. stupid fion took jacelyn's notes back hm n didnt come today.. jace was damn fed up wif her... call her she rejected her calls.. such anirresponsible person... jace n her fren was toking abt fion during lect.. then suddenly say abt finding fion... coz.. we said tt fion is the fish..!! xue lian bought me bubble tea today... then ask me to return her a bird nest factory... erm.. wait ar.. i go buy all the birds first then ask them spit their saliva then will build a factory for u... wait ar... lolx.. went DTE to play pool.. full hse sia.. all the NS men playing there.. stupid sia.. all play like shit then still dare to yaya over there.. fuck off la... played till 5++ then came hm.. tml got excel test.. stupid... very mafan n boliao.. haiz... lazy to blog liao.. erm.. gonna upload some of the pic taken in the past... coz i very bo liao... hehe...
1:22:00 AM
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FreNz FoReVeR...!!!!
12:46:00 AM
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Me n tHe sTuPiD Cow TaKen At HarD RoCk wHiLe waiTinG foR tHe FooD....
12:43:00 AM
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SenDinG ReNaTa oFF aT tHe aiRpoRt...
12:39:00 AM
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TaKeN aT HarD RocK CaFe dURinG ReNaTa's BdAe...
12:38:00 AM
[BaD DaY] ♥
i was late for my project meeting today.. even joyce the late queen is earlier than me.. FUCK~~ i still ask qiang to remind her not to be late today but i was late myself.. come to tink of it.. all qiang's fault.. hahaha.. coz he asked me to acc him to see doctor at 12.15..qiang bai ka... who asked him last week laughed at me.. this week his turn to limp to sch liao.. oh bi good.. then i set my alarm clock at 11.30 then woke up saw his msg say he not going liao.. then i went back to slp.. then overslept.. 1.15 then wake up.. we meeting at 1 n i m already late for 15 mins.. fuck..!! reached there 45 mins late... paiseh sia... then when we wanted to start doing tt time.. i found out something worse.. i forgot to bring the econs articles..!! left everything at hm.. in the end ended up doing at my hse void deck.. haiz.. wat a day... forget everything.. wth~~ did not do much for the proj oso... juz finished 2 articles.. then tt bitch was like there acting cute...sitting there flipping the IKEA booklet n tell us wat she wanan buy... as if we cr wat she is going to buy like tt... WHO GIF A FUCK...!! ask her do the article she still sit there n look at the booklet... CCB~~ fed up with her.. but i cant say much today... coz i m already at fault today.. being late n forgot to bring all the things... ARGHHH..!! so malu... sian..
EnDinG wiF: bAD ProJeCt Day..!!
11:17:00 PM
[OB PreSenTatioN] ♥
i woke up late today.. meeting qiang n others at 9.30 but i woke up at 9.30.. lolx.. lucky reached sch by 10.. lolx.. as usual tt late queen is late again.. dunno wat she was doing yest nite... everything not done... the comm skills work not done.. econs work not done.. OB presentation prepared halfway onli... wtf is she doing man.. then today is our presentation we need the article to print transparency but she forgot to bring.. always like tt one.. fed up.. haiz.. same grp as her will vomit blood sia.. stupid... the presentation today was okok onli la.. had lots of fun during roleplay... i tink for most of the grps oso... it's a work well done... we had to hand in our survey today... then we had not finished doing.. i accidentally left my file with the orginal copy in OB classrm.. i, qiang, jason n ben were trying to redo the survey form n it's already 5.. we need to hand in by 5.30.. qiang called joyce to go get my file for me.. but she say she cant.. she has to leave sch by 5... WTF~~~ project more impt or fren more impt.. nv help nvm.. ask her do something oso cannot.. she say ask jessica to pass to us.. i say nvm.. i n ben go up tk.. noe wad... she is tking her own sweet time chit chatting wif jessica n have not gone to get my file... if u were me.. i m sure u will yell at her.. really tolerated her for a very long time liao.. cant stand her anymore... sunday doing econs project.. if she is late again.. i m not giving face anymore.. even if qiang ask me not to scold her or wat... NO WAY~~ no face given..
trying to cool myself down.. tinking of her makes me cool down... one whole nv see her liao.. miss her very badly.. thot today can see her.. she say wanan pass me the econs tutorial but in the end oso didnt.. called her n msged her but no replies.. so didnt wanna disturb her.. in the end.. she replied me while i m in tutorial.. haiz.. sad.. cant see her...
my leg recovered 90% le... today can jump and run up n down the stairs liao... shiok.. tml can play soccer liao... yesh ar.. soccer motivated me to apply more medicine even though it hurts alot...it's worth it... hope i wont hurt it again..
10:44:00 PM
[BesT BrotHeRs] ♥
felt so tired during comm skills today... damn tired.. slept at 4 plus yesterday nite... cant get to slp.. then went for accounts.. sat nxt to charmaine coz i dun wanna sit in front... but jason n ben wanan so i went to sit wif charmaine.. char is my pri sch fren cum jie jie... stupid qiang joined me later.. he went to smoke again... stupid boy.. asked me quit n yet he went back to smoke again.. haiz..slept during OB.. OB juz sucks to the core for me... hate the lecture... damn boring... haiz.. after sch met hui n fan n went to buy things.. no more pasar malam liao... hui cant buy his jersey... they came back to my hse n had their second round of dinner... they pigs sia.... brothers r juz the best..
10:02:00 PM
[FucKinG biTcH!!] ♥
went to sch at 10.. intend to discuss project.. but our lao da did not come then everything cant discuss liao... sian diaoz... haiz.. nv go CSA lecture again.. today got 2 quiz some more.. there goes my two participation marks... haiz.. sad.. lots of participation marks forgone liao.. accounts was sucky today.. gave the new tutor attitude... hate her lots... stupid bitch... no do hmwk no do hmwk la.. wat for she cr.. say dun understand then she taught me liao of coz i understood rite?? normal ppl of coz will understand after she teach them ma.. u noe wat she say.."see u say u understand ma..y nv do?? lazy to do hmwk rite??" i shouted back at her.."OF COZ I NOE LA... U JUZ TAUGHT ME OF COZ I UNDERSTAND LA.." all my frenz look at me.. asked y my attitude so bad today... fuck her la... nv attend a tutoiral wif such bad attitude before... fucking bitch... tink who she is ar.. juz a part time lecturer so juz shut the fuck up... BITCH~~
went to fan's hse today... wanted him or hui to teach me accounts but instead we were playing there.. hui wanna us to teach him maths coz his Os r coming liao.. but onli do 18 qns onli.. haiz.. juz wasting our time there... hehe.. 3 more weeks to exams n i haf not started studying.. shiok sia... hehe..we ordered KFC.. the free mooncakes simply sucks... i bite one mouth n i juz threw away the rest... SIMPLY SUCKS TO THE CORE.. bu shi ren chi de..played carrom after tt... sucks at tt.. keep shooting but seldom get in... i was so fed up tt i shouted.."CHAO CHEE BYE" in front of fan's dad... i was so paiseh... hahaha.. hui cant stop laughing when he heard tt... stupid hui..!! juz like yesterday... when vulgarities comes out.. sure gd things happen.. true enuff.. i start scoring.. lolx.. my leg is recovering quite fast.. YEAH~~ sat can play soccer liao.. hopefully.. today can run chase after the bus.. i tink np liao la... going out wif hui n fan tml again.. go buy kia pasar malam.. hehe..
EnDinG: BrotHeRs ForEvER..!!!
11:20:00 PM
[HappiEE...] ♥
*yawnz* tired~~ today fan n hui met me for lunch in TP.. they got no sch.. they came to TP for lunch.. saw diana they all in TP oso.. suan me... say they dun haf to study but i haf to... so wat~~ i hols they studying.. after lunch i went beach road wif hui n fan.. we went to buy shoes... cheap sia... lolx.. after buying went to katong to bowl... fun sia.. nv had so much fun liao.. the whole bowling centre is like ours.. we made so much noise there... all vulgarites r coming out of our mouths non stop.. keep getting low scores in the beginning.. until a pt.. i said out some words... those words r like my power n oso power for hui... they r.."PUA CHEE BYE"~~ after these words... we kept getting strikes n spares... i broke my own record of a score of 164.. had a great game today... over spent today... muz start to save again liao.. haiz...
haiz... jocelyn n telvin haf problems again.. she found out tt telvin has been lying to her many times... i've told her liao.. but she still believes him but not me.. wat can i do.. haiz.. juz hope tt she can really forget abt everything n carry on wif her life... frm the asshole theory... ASSHOLES ALWAYS GET THE GERS THEY WAN BUT DIDNT NOE HOW TO TREASURE..!!! fuck them upside down.. CCB~~
felt very happy while i signed in to msn... something sweet happened... cant believe this.. but it's juz something not real.. how i wish it can become true...
EnDinG: I WANNA BE UR DEARIE..!!!!
8:15:00 PM
[tHe aSsHoLe tHeoRY] ♥
It's amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it's not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT'S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they're after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn't want to look like she is easy so she wont dump the asshole right away, instead she will stay with the asshole. Girls are idiots. They don't realize that the nice guy has been there all along. He never had to pretend to be a good guy to get girls because he is naturally like that. However, girls don't see it for some reason or another.
They look at the nice guy as a friend, a trusted companion to whom they can tell their sad story to about their asshole boyfriend. But the nice guy isn't THAT naïve. He was trying to score with the girl he listens to all along. The problem is that since he is a nice guy he keeps listening. Since girls get attached to things that pay attention to them, they think of the nice guy as a friend. A FRIEND. They don't say, "Oh he's hot"or"I want to have his children"about the nice guy, they just want the emotional support.
When they get the emotional support from the nice guy, they don't need it from the asshole. The nice guy gets the shit end of the stick while the asshole gets all the action. I am starting to wonder if being a nice guy is really the route to take to get action… I have been down this path for all of my post-pubescent life and it has gotten me NOWHERE… at least not in the women department. Perhaps another reason why girls fall for the asshole is because assholes ignore the girl they are with.
The women wonder,"Why isn't he paying attention to me?" so they explore why. They poke and prod and get closer to the asshole. They start to get easier with each attempt to get closer. The asshole finally says,"I've let this beauty dangle long enough, time to boat this bass". It is then he puts on his charade and the girl feels like she has won him… even thought all she has won is an asshole. Once you have gone down the path as a nice guy or a “listener” you can't turn back. The girl will always go after the assholes because there are always nice guys there to listen.
Once you realize that you are a "listener" you cant do anything about it… just pack up and close shop. There is no way you will get into her pants… ever. There is and never will be a situation where the nice guy will get the girl he has a crush on. It just doesn't work like that. The girl wont "come to her senses" and realize what an asshole her boyfriend is like in the movies… instead she will just go after another asshole, and unless you stop being a nice guy, she will never go after you. Women complain that there are no nice guys in the world. Right.
They are obviously not looking hard enough because there are nice guys EVERYWHERE!!!! Girls aren't looking for nice guys… they say they are but they're not. They are looking for the perfect asshole, but there is NO SUCH THING as the perfect asshole. All in all, the nice guy gets the shaft. To all the girls out there with boyfriends that don't treat you with respect, that don't listen to you, and that don't care about you I say this; look next to you. The guy that has been standing next to you the whole time is the guy you have been looking for. He is what you want your asshole to be like. He knows more about you than you know about yourself… because he has listened to it all...
11:45:00 PM
[PAINNN..!!!] ♥
woke up at 3++ today n pack my room... evening went popular wif fan... stupid blur king sia he... took the wrong person's atm card oso dunno.. if i did not ask him out to buy things today he dunno till when then noe sia... cash in liao forgot to tk the card then walked off liao.. blur rite?? on the bus back to meet hui tt time.. he told me he lost his hse keys.. wtf~~ one thing after another... then the food he got no money to pay... lolx.. i have became his debtor.. stupid boy..!! after dinner intend to go tok tok under hui's hse.. but.. ended up playing soccer while looking at some guys playing... injured myself.. we play bare footed.. then the skin on my feet came off.. bleed quite alot.. but still continued playing.. can see the court having my bloodstains everywhere.. but fun... forgot all the unhappy things while playing.. when reach hm.. everything come back again... tinking of her make me moody... haiz.. dunno wat to do... real sad.... still cant get her out of my mind...had a weird yet sad dream... dreamt of her leaving s'pore last nite... then i was unable to contact her... i became damn depressed n cried... not onli in dream but oso in reality.. tears rolled down my cheeks... haiz.. but she can nv be mine.... dun force things to happen...
EnDIng: PaiNfuL DaY....!!
11:28:00 PM
[Bad DaY foR aCCounTs] ♥
yawn~~ tired~~ juz reached home.. went out wif zhen n daniel to play pool... played for so long sia... lolx.. lucky got win money so its ok to play so long... but now very tired... today morning woke up early to go for a stupid idiotic test which i sure fail one... stupid accounts.... chose the wrong paper.. down on luck... ren suay jiu shi zhe yang... haiz... juz dunno how to do most of them... so sucky... tml muz buy 4D liao... daniel first time come my hse.. first time see him walk for such a long dist.. from interchange to my hse... first time see him climb up so many storey of stairs but did not complain... so muz buy... so strike one
it's going to be abt her again... haiz... M I STUPID?? CAN ANYONE TELL ME Y I M SO SILLY?? i feel tt i m like jocelyn... wishing someone whom i love so much all the best wif her bf... helping him all the way even though she said she decided wanna break but juz fang bu xia... haiz.. wat can i do?? loving someone muz see tt person happy m i rite? everytime i tink of her.. i feel like crying.. see her pic in my fone i feel like crying.. at first i put it as wallpaper.. but cant take it anymore.. esp at nite when see it.. will tend to get emotional... haiz... i noe tt nobody can replace his place in her heart... so wat if he hurt her so much? she still tinks of him.. still miss him.. still crs for him.. treat her sweet sweet her heart will soften shows it all... wat else can i say... haiz.. it's all fated... i haf nth else to say... haiz...
EnDinG: Y iS tHeRe LovE iN tHis WorLD??
1:23:00 AM
[haiz.. sad sad..] ♥
haiz.. feeling very fed up while doing my OB project.. the due date is tml but they havent even finished it.. the worse one is joyce... i haf told her to look for her article since mon... then yesterday when wanna discuss... she say she havent go find... wtf~~ wat haf she been doing... not the first time... she is always like tt.. since the CSA project.. she has not contributed much... all the projects, CSA, econs, OB r almost done by me n qiang.. wat haf she done.. nth much... damn fed up wif her.. jason n ben kept asking y i m treating her so coldly.. i told them.."wait till u in the same grp wif her then u come tok to me..." true enuff.. they understood wat i mean today as they r oso in the same grp as joyce for comm skills... they saw how she behave n her work attitude... her working attitude simply sucks... today joyce was late for lesson again.. she sms me asking me to tell mrs raimi tt she had fallen into a dirty puddle of water n has to go back hm n change.. but mrs raimi obviously dun buy tt excuse... she gave a ridiculous face.. she was supposed to gif us the article jason asked her to type.. she say she is going to print it after lunch..but after lunch she told us tt she forgot to bring her diskette.. wth~~ haf to retype again... haiz.. juz noe tt i m very fed up wif her... wanted to scold her.. but qiang asked me to forget it.. after this project.. dun haf to face her anymore.. quite true...
haiz... SHE'S sad again today... all becoz of tt bastard... y is he always hurting her... cant he juz love her n dote on her..?? y cant he treasure her?? he has the chance to be wif her yet dunno how to treasure... muz he wait till she leave him then he regret?? i wan to be wif her but dun haf the chance... LAO TIAN YE ZHEN BU GONG PING..!!!! WO TAO YAN NI..!!! y is this world so unfair.... wat muz i do to win ur heart??? i m sure i can be better than him.. i noe i m not as good looking as him.. but all the things he can do.. i m sure i can do them much better than him.... y m i not given a chance... YYY??? haiz.... really very sad... no matter wat.. i will be waiting for u... i will not gif up... my love for u haf not changed at all... I LOVE U..!!
8:24:00 PM
