First Driving Lesson ♥
Attended my first driving lesson today. Was quite scary. I had a pervert as my instructor. Giving me a stupid face when he saw that I am not a ger. Looking at a ger by the circuit road even i have drove past her, turned back his head to look at her. fuck..!! I was so scared while driving. Driving on the right lane was alright. But not on the left lane. My back tyre went up the kerb twice while on the left lane.. Imagine me driving into the right lane when there's a car advancing. N imagine me braking juz a few metre away from the front vehicle for a beginner. Sudden brake by the car in front. Fuck..!! The instructor was fucked up. So pissed wif him. I wont gif him good life though he is my instructor. While he was drinking, I purposely jerked the car to let him get wet. Not once but twice..!! First time i apologised but i heck cr for the second time. Haha..
Gonna book my second lesson soon.. It's fun yet scary to drive. Tink practice makes perfect. Dad.. Ur car is dead...!! Ask the insurance company to prepare the money..
1:46:00 AM
Sunset ♥
I wonder who created the sunset that reminds me of you...
Your absence has turned my feelings into Love, for you...
You are my second love...
First love was dead for me.
What do you remember of me?
My name? soul? or my heart??
When will i see you again
I need you to cradle me with your love,
the least, your presence...
Days that go without you are like silence that fills the air.
Every sunset is a picture of you..
Every sunset makes me long to hold you...
Fated to meet,
not fated to love at all,
can we secretly love each other?
Those seashells,
I will wait for them...
I will wait for that sunset to bring me to you.
That sunset will be a place for me and you.
Remember that sunset....
3:21:00 AM
♥
This is for you my dear ger..
Can't imagine u getting jealous becoz i didnt talk abt u in my previous entry. When did I ever say that I haf my frens n you will be neglected? When r u not loved by me? You are always loved by me.. but...
You are so evil. Knowing I m sick and dun wan buy porridge for me. Seeing you is better than taking medicine..? But I m told that I can onli see you after I haf recovered. So still haf to tk medicine rite? Haiz.. Dunno wat talking me.. Not in the mood now.. Juz wan to scold u.. Sat ps me.. stupid u..!! waiting for u but u didnt call...!!
Ger.. I m feeling very down tonite.. came online with the thoughts of sharing it with you but u are not here. I miss the days we talk on the phone for hours.. Lazy ger dun like talking on the phone liao.. I haf many things to tell u.. I still cant get over it!! U should noe wat I m referring ba...
1:58:00 AM