Today woke up feeling very uneasy. Till she got fed up and went back alone. I dunno why as well. Becoz I'm going back to camp tonite? Or becoz of some other stuff? I cant make it up myself as well. Things were always at the tip of my tongue but words just cant seem to come out. I wanted to tell her so much that I cant bear to go back camp. It's sunday and I cant spend the day with her. Yes. We have been spending the whole 3 weeks of my MC together and that should be more than enough. She told me that we shouldn't meet so often and absense will make hearts fonder. Yes, it's kinda true. I will miss her very much. Baby, I'm sorry. I've pissed u off once again. I dun mean it. I was having mood swings just now. Sorry.
My colleague just told me that Encik wasn't happy with my long MC. I find it ridiculous. Is he going to callenge the doctor? I wasn't the one who beg the doctor to give such a long MC. What can I do? Stupid right?!! Wanna post me out of the company becoz of this? What the fuck?!!! You are a fucking regular and I am a NSF. I am protected with a 60 days MC given by the govt. Fuck fuck fuck!!!
