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After so long, i'm staying at home on a Saturday which I didn't wish to. But have no choice. Have not gotten back my slp ever since the Korea trip. Been meeting her almost everyday and we had watched 5 movies. CJ7, Ah Long, L, Juno and yesterday night we watched Fool's Gold. All were very nice. I must apologise to my precious for falling asleep in almost all the 5 shows due to my eyes and oso becoz I'm tired. I'm sorry baby.
Things were going on well between the both of us. Though there are ups and downs some where. Most of the time due to my stupidity but I really can't help it. The happiest days were the days in Korea. I really miss those days. She is super duper nice. Really love her so much till no matter what happen or how unreasonable she gets, I still keep it to myself. Dun really wanna flare up at her. Only at times when I insist on knowing what have I done wrong, I will get angry.
Last week was terrible week for me as we fought a few times. One of it was on Vday as my mind was else where and was thinking of something. Though it was just a simple meal on our very first vday, I'm happy to have her by my side. Just that my mind flashed back to the things written on the organiser and she exclaimed on the table no. 14. I kept quiet and she talks to me, I replied her half heartedly. In the end, she got angry and we fought. The quarrel lasted 15 mins and I told her everything in my mind. She confessed that I was rite the next day too. I just dunno what to do. The next one was oso becoz of almost the same thing. Becoz of table no. But this time round I dun wanna say anything much. But in the end, got into a fight too becoz I kept dozing off in the cinema. She got very angry. I dun blame her. I spent the night under her blk repairing her watch and slept on the bench.
This week was although a very relaxing week for us instructors, but I was feeling very moody. Every morning when I reached there, I felt like going back to see her. Seeing her everyday makes me feel so much better. On wed, she came down to fetch me coz my day ended late due to OC nite. Felt so happy. Lol. Thurs was their POP. N that's my first intake of recruits. Second intake coming in on 11th of March. Time flies. Yesterday was half day for all of us. Bought lunch for her and stayed there till 7 then went out coz her aunt came back from Aust. In the end, we could onli watched a movie and went back home. It doesn't end up well as I was a bit unhappy that she seems to be rushing home. She didnt allow me to send her up to her hse too which I was very worried as constructions are going on over there.
Baby, I'm gonna hold you tight and walk till the end with u. Though there are still some things which will always be part of our arguments, things will be fine if we sort them out calmly. We still have a long way to go. Do not keep any unhappiness to yourself understand my dear? Muackz. No matter wat, my love will still be the same. Love u!!
2:09:00 PM
