Life in camp getting more fun now as we r getting closer to the instructors now. But the training part, its getting tougher. Went into the gas chamber on Thursday. Woots!! That's a good experience. But after getting out of the gas chamber, I have second thoughs of becoming a fire fighter. Haha. 5 more weeks to POP. Cant wait and time pass really fast now.
Met Baby for dinner last night before meeting Cpl Shairul and other camp mates. Sat down at Changi Beach for some chatting sessions. Heard many stories about the camp and many other individual stuffs. Went to Old Jap School. Its eerie over there but other much to see as well. Proceed to Seletar Camp and went to see all the private jets. Its cool there and a nice place to relax if you have a car. I felt so unwell suddenly. Maybe due to the jerking and turning round n round at Seletar. Supper at Jalan Kayu and homed.
Many things have been in my mind since last week. I kept myself away from all the thoughts by pushing myself very hard in camp. In the end, I collapsed yest. My left leg gave way. Ankle and knee hurts and it ended in cramps during training. Baby helped me too by having long sessions on the phone at night which made me felt so happy. But whenever I have free time, the thoughts came back. Is this the reason y I kept losing my stuffs in camp? I wanna say things out but dunno how to say and just hope that thoughts will just go off and things will turn well. But how long must all these things go on. I really wish to know.
Baby, everything I need is you. My beginning and my forever.