Everything was fine until a stupid qn from me in the cinema which ended the night a dreadful one. I'm sorry baby. I've asked a stupid qn once again. I did not expect ur reaction to be so big. I wanted to end the quarrel but she is juz too angry to talk. I dunno when will it be settled. Competition coming up and I am in no mood for it at all at this pt of time.
I admit I am seriously at fault. But that qn was juz a normal one. Not once which come with doubts. Mich have talked to me abt it and the trust for u is there. As the words you have heard may cause different reactions to different ppl. Hence, I wanted to noe what's yours when you first heard that. If I hear that first hand, my reaction will be totally different too. I admit, at times, the insecurity is there. But I know you are already trying your best. I wont say anything else. I juz wish to spend the limited time happily with you. I know the things you have done. Even though you are very tired yest, you still acc me for dessert and movie till so late and have to wake up early in the morning for work. I was shocked when you told me that you wanna go for movie yest. I love you baby. Like today, we have agreed on you buying for things before meeting me for dinner. But you actually had me going with you and spend the other half of the day with you. I really appreciate for what you have done baby. Really do. I do cherish this relationship and you. When you told me what happened that time at taka, I told myself it wont happen to you again. I wanna use all my might to take care of you. You are all I want for life. Sometimes, communication between each other may end up in the quarrel like what happened in the past few times. But at least, we know what each other is thinking and its the chance for us to understand better. I'm sorry baby.
Really very sorry. I hope that this unhappy night will end as soon as possible. I dun wan take it into camp and give myself more misery there. I'm already very tired and sick of the life there. Every msg of urs everyday brightens my day everyday. Seriously do. Even if its juz a good morning dear.. Baby.. I'm sorry...