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Got quite emotional these days. My life in poly has lots of ups and downs. I've made lots of new frenz and they are real fun to be with. In my school life, I do not haf so many guy frenz before. wo swear. But i still get along better with female frenz becoz they will noe how to console you when you r feeling down which guys dun. I myself dunno how too.
Since the first semester, problems haf been haunting me. Some bitch accusing me of wanting something with her and caused Grace n Jacelyn to hate me for tt period of time. I wondered wat haf i done wrong. Y do u wanna do this to me.. Luckily after all the evidence thrown to Grace n Jace, everything was cleared. The bitch was then the nxt target for Grace. Serve her right.
Fell in love with the wrong person in my life. It was the worse thing I haf ever done so. Ignoring everyone's advice and going on with my stand. Hurt by her in the end. It just lasted for a day and it was ended with a lamest excuse I have ever heard of
Life was still fucking lonely at that point of time. Maybe still not used to the single life I am going thru at tt pt of time. It only ended when I met all these guys. All real buddies. Though we have nth to do everyday, we can just hang around tampines and I still feel happy. Rather the cooping myself at home. Parents said that I haf turned bad. Returning home late and all. Imagine.. In the past without these guys, where do you expect me to go other than home? Right? U cant just pass the verdict on saying I m bad as I am returning home late nowadays.
Not only them, Jacelyn too. She said that I haf changed. Haf I changed alot? It's true that I m not the same person as in Sem 1. I smoke and do all those things guai ppl dun do one.. I fell for Jace in Sem 2 for dunno wat reason. She is always there for me when I m down n vice versa. We were close then. She kept her feelings for me to herself till I found my new love. There she is being angry with me when she found out abt Cherie. I dun understand why she got angry with me. She started showing extra care to me. N every little action I do, she will get hurt. She even said that she broke up wif her bf becoz of me. Till now I still dun really believe it. Becoz of this, I quarreled wif both Jace n Cherie for quite alot of times. Now that I am back to single, she just heck cr abt me. She is selfish? Or like what chelle said, "she loves to be loved".. I m trying to get an ans
Gracie baby have been a good pal of mine since last sem. Got even closer this sem as we r in the same class. Reservoir bros, saffron bros, breakfast bros, tutorial bros n lots more. Sharing problems with her is a good thing. She will gif u good advices. But she dunno how to use all the advices on herself. OUTSIDE JADE GRACIE BABY..!! not 1 BUT 3..!! Luckily I took the initiative to clear the misunderstandings between the both of us in sem 1. If not i dunno how long she gonna hate me..!!
All to those buddies... U R GREAT..!! WO SWEAR..!! Words used by them are very vulgar but we enjoyed it. Parents' names are used to play with. Can imagine Katic flipping thru the yellow pages juz to find the parents' names. Only one ass's parents' names cant be found. GRACE CHONG YEE BOON..!! Her hse is not found in the yellow pages. Illegal immigrant..!! These guys are not shy at all. We can just scream n shout in the middle of the road or in the public. We just dun bother abt wat others may think. We live for oursleves and not others. SO y should we care how other look at us..!!
I really treasure all these frenz whom has come into my life..!! I LOVE U GUYS..!!
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