Leaving for HK~~ ♥
Flying off to HK soon. Guess this blog will be a very long one. Tink this will be my last CNY celebrated abroad. Nxt yr onwards it will be in S'pore coz of NS. Not really in the New Yr mood rite now. Not really looking forward to the trip i muz say. There r still some things i cant put behind in S'pore. Still thinking of someone n some things.
THIS IS FOR U, MEI..!!
Mei.. kor really dunno wat else to say anymore. Juz felt quite useless for not being able to help u. Knowing tt u r unhappy, I m unable to cheer u up whereas u knew how to when I m down. I understand how u feel right now. But u haf already done everything u could. The problem now lies in him. Let time gain his confidence back. Things will be alright soon. U said tt urself too. Both of u will be happy together once again.
Mei.. promise me nv keep things to urself anymore k? Being strong is one thing, being happy is another. So wat if u look happy to others n sad inside? Y do u choose to deceive urself? Say it out. We will try to help u. U didnt even cr to tell me. R we still so mo sheng?? Juz let things out frm ur heart. Dun bottle them up ok? Guai ar...
Do not rush things. Take every step slowly. He will realise all the things u haf done for him. He definitely will. Dun worry. Say ur prayers. I m doing so for u everyday too. I'm sure our prayers will be answered one day. I m very worried for u. U have been telling me u will be fine u will be fine. But till now, u r still not fine. Make sure u try ur best n be fine ok?? Kor dun wanna see u like tt.. Cheer up k?? Smiles.. Muackz.. Love u.. Will come back wif the things u wan...(if i can find).. Enjoy ur CNY...
THIS IS FOR YZ...!!
Zheng.. u may not read this but i still thot of blogging this. Being brothers wif u for the past 6 yrs haf been wonderful to me. Remember the times we had when we were in pri sch. Playing soccer together n disturbing the gers together wif the rest of our buddies. Remember u r the onli one who got me my bdae present frm Aust. Thought we will get separated when we were posted to sec schs. But we did not. The both of us n Chee Fan got into the same sch n transferred to the same sch together. We were still as close as ever. The 3 of us have nv really quarreled before. It was till Sec 2 becoz of Wei Zhen's matter when the both of us got into a cold war. But it was alright after a moment. Coz both of us r afraid to speak to each other thinking tt we r still angry wif each other.
Things have been quite diff during Sec 3 n 4. After being wif QB, things haf changed. We r not as close as ever. Though when u still share things or during sci lessons, we will still tok to each other n joke around. But the feeling is not rite. I knew something has gone wrong. Heard frm Francis recently tt u thought of finding trouble wif me due to some things. Ok fine, I may be a busybody to u. But have u ever thought tt I will not bother to cr abt u if i dun treat u as my fren? Haiz..Forget it if u wish to tink tt way.
After seeing u juz now, I noe tt we will nv be as close as ever. Our 6 yrs of friendship may be gone. U will nv noe how I m feeling right then at the moment. U r not the YZ I used to noe. Haiz.. Dun wish to carry on.
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